I am blown away but God's unique and extremely personal ways of caring for us.
Last week, I cried and wrote that my little brother didn't seem to care that I've been trying to reach him. This is the brother that I grew up with my entire life. The brother I've laughed and cried with and shared many adventures with. Well, yesterday, he uncaringly told our mother (b/c he still talks to her sometimes) that he already knew I'm pregnant and just didn't have time to call me. I cried, again. But it didn't hurt as much as last week. I know in my heart that I will always love him, but if he really doesn't want me in his life, I'm done trying.
After finding out I need 4 new tires on the jeep and one had a screw in it, both motorcycles need new rear tires, and being naueous since about 2pm yesterday, I just wanted to fall on my couch and stay there for pretty much ever. But God sent me a smile =) About that time, I received a text message from my other brother.
If you did not know, my bio-father has 3 other children. The oldest he gave up for adoption and I got to meet when I was 20, he was 14.
I found out I was pregnant exactly 2 weeks ago. In that time, Tom has sent me at least 5 "how are you feeling" texts. Today's was the best one.
---> Feel better! A happy sis makes me happy!
<--- Thank you brother!
---> You're my sis. Of course I'm going to do anything to make you happy!
<--- I love you! You just made my day!
---> Good! i've got many more day-makers in stock too anytime you need. its a firesale! we are overstocked and everything must go! good days, great days and spendivorous days! all must go! Ask now, get 2 for 1! Not a limited time offer!
God showed me once again that not only am I not alone but that I have more than one brother to love and love me back =)
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